i never thought that i would have a tragic love story.
the scenes that i never thought i would have.
the words that i’ve only heard in movies.
the actions that’s sweet but crap.

why is it that i must have this tragic fairytale.?
where in fact, i gave my best.
it hurts, yes. it really do..

is this a requirement.?
he loves me and i love him more,
but he’s afraid of commitment.

and if that’s the real case,
i could just accept that fact.

but what’s harder is knowing that,
he could have each and every commitment in every girl he knew.
ANY girl.
except me. he’s….. he’s only making his own fucking reason for him….
cause in reality,
he really don’t want to have me.. *sigh.